It's been a while

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Hi my faithful blog audience

Its been a while since iv blogged. Well quite a long time .. actually. I dont think i really need to reason out as to why i havnt blogged in a while.Its quite obvious that i was just simply too lazy to log on and actually blog about something interesting other than my daily life. teehee.Okay, so im ending this post right now ..though i shall return with something productive soon.

*waves*

now what?

Finally! Im done with my exams, yes i do realise ive been away from my blog for a really long time. Exams can put so many things on halt and make you realise you can do so many things you didnt know you could. Ye, im talking about surviving on a sugar,caffeine and no sleep high for weeks! Enough about them , i dont really want to go back there just yet.

Right now, im trying to figure out what to do with my life but i am so bored. Cmon think !! I am going to start making cards or developing my creativity! YES! that is exactly what il do. =D Awesome brain you have dudette! lol ! So anyways, iv got a friend's party today .. and im not really feeling it i tell yeh. Im not the biggest fan of goin out everyday. It creates too much drama too much hassle. Not up for it.

07.45 pm

I just finished watching this movie called 'Penelope'. This modern day fairy tale about a socialite family which is cursed because of some 'bad conduct', and can be finally broken if her own family accepts her for who she is or if she finds true love

Enough blogging for today, il go make a salad for dinner or something. Or maybe, il go watch another movie! :)

toodles ~

6.23 pm

New post everyday! WOW! i must really be jobless. (NOT)  Having exams now .. have to be busy studying and NOT twittering over here! DAYMN! .. yes i know its my future *mum's words echoing in my mind* sigh .. its 6.23pm right now and iv got tuitions in like .. erm .. almost 40 minutes. Maybe i should go catch up on some physics by then. Or eat . LOL . no one has to force me to eat now. Im forever stuffing myself with food. Which ofcourse results in major weight gain. Bleh. Need to start swimming after exams. I sure do hope i get someone to go with me by then. Ah well blog laters peeps! :) 

ps. the election results are as follows: 

  DRP : 28 seats 

PA : 7 seats

MDP : 26 seats

JP: 1 seat

DQP: 2 seats

Individual: 13 seats

so basically its going to be a pretty damn dirty game from now on. sighh .. i am loving politics now ;) 

Political Battle

So i thought id stop ranting on about my stoopid life and write about something else aswell .. namely the political battle going on in Maldives, between the two ruling parties. Mdp, the party from which the president Mohamed Nasheed represents and DRP of former president Maumoon Abdul Gayyoom. The elections are over .. and now for the results. MDP and DRP are head to head sorta.. but at some parts, other candidates seems to be taking majority of the vote. Including PA and JP .. which both support DRP. Im guessing that both the ruling parties have to 'buy' the other indivdual candidates .. psychologically or using money or whatever. Looks like its going to be one hell of a parliment. .. Lets see what happens .. :) 

My life in a bubble

I think id prefer living in a bubble .. 

having exams now, the FINAL .. ultimate exam which decides i get to go to Manchester or not. I wana do good .. and go to Manchester. Sometimes i think .. can i really make it? Or is it some illusion i have. Go

t so much work to do .. but i guess its only a month, and i can survive. Apart from the exam stress and tension, got so much going on .. stalkers .. weird dreams .. bleh! I guess its safe to say all of it is related to my exams . So here i am listening to Lady Gaga , thinking ive got to do my homework before i go for the chemistry practical exams at 3. 

I actually LIKE lady  gaga..thought i wouldnt. ehhehe. Now im all hyped, gota do the math homework while listening to lady gaga!

 ♪ Just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, spin that record babe, da da doo-doo-mmm

Just dance, gonna be okay, d-d-d-dance

Dance, dance, just, j-j-just dance ♪

laters peeps! 

Apologies ..

The simple little word 'sorry' .. A tiny little five letter word which we say alot,well most of us does. Anyway my point is .. how many people actually know the real meaning of this? Do we just say it to get away with whatever we have done? or what ? 

Is it me? 

Am I turning into something I once mocked at? 

Is it the time? 

What is it?  =Z 

Look what i found while i was browsing around =D 

RED DYE!

AAAAARRGHH!! STUPID RED DYED TSHIRT!! :@ 

my motherr put in my pwetty white dress in with my dad's boring old red dyed tshirt . . and NOW ITS FREAKING RED!! :'( 

How do i get it back to normal ? .. weell, it prolly wont even look normal anymore. Yellowish Bleh ugly dress! .. *sigh*  Any ideas on how to remove the stupid stain .. oh btw, its all over the dress!! =O

Exam Stress

N E E D  M O R T I V A T I O N !!   .. to do math 

BLEH! 

Yes, "life sucks .. but in a beautiful kind of way". I am currently waiting for my food since my dinner plans cancelled. *sigh* .. and how i was looking forward to having Seagull's ice cream for dinner. Chocolate with Chocochips with nuts and Chocolate Sauce and whipped cream and a tiny little cherry for effect. *dream* ahh .. the blisful feeling of icecream. um , yea i do have this affinity towards icecream. Kokko is leaving tomorrow .. back to KL, i sure am going to miss him though he has been a HUGE PAIN IN THE ASS! :(  .. I also need to get over this fear of mine to see my exam results. I know that i have to face it at some point, but no .. my body and mind stands against me going and checking them. I literaly get paralised with fear. Maybe i need to build my self confidence and over come my examphobia .. hehe . now that sounds funny .. Exam Phobia! lol. 

Ook, off to attaack C4 now. G'nights peeps. : )

un balanced _/*\-

Fifty something days left, and im a FREE tiny little soul amoungst the millions floating around .. wonder how that'll feel. Guess il leave it to be a surpriise! =D 

Coming to the present, ive got a chemistry exam tomorrow .. buut, as usual i am here giving into procrastination with the sound of drilling in the neighbourhood or beyond ..and the Maldives vs Turkey (i think) match on the background. Right now, the score is WHOAA!!! 1-3 !! with Maldives 1! =| I dont really have a specific topic to blog on today .. so il juz be random and fill in whats going on my life and what has to be done. Erkay .. so moving on .. i want to travel to a coupla islands in the Maldives , after my exams. I can already got to H.A atoll! YIPEE!! I wanna to to Addu too ..and Fuahmullah .. apparantly iv got looong distant relatives there. :S Ooh i cannot wait for my exams to be over! (manchesterr! *smirk*) Since i dont really have much to blog about .. i shall leave now and come back later . =)

I watched "Confessions of a Shopaholic" movie, and turns out it wasnt much to be so esctatic about. The book was way funnier and better. (no suprise there) So my little brother is back home from Malaysia for his term holidays, and having him mope around the house BORED is annoying! The only amusement, he gets is to annoy the brains outta me. Oh yea, and im also in the middle of my exam, so .. im quite stressed and NOTHING seems to be going right. I need to get good grades, so im trying to be a good girl and FOCUS! .. :D 

enough for today .. more posts later ~ 

Littlest Things By Lily Allen

A song i really liked .. thought id share it with everyone.Enjoy~ :)

Its the 10th day of March, and im still in deep trouble.Not the serious kinda trouble but .. ok ..the thing is, im freaking out! ive got my mock exams next month ..and i still havnt quite started serious studying, and ive got so many things to list down. Maybe i should do that here ..so here goes 

1. Need to start serious studying

2. Sort out room

3. Sort out closet

4. Prioritize time for fun and work

5. Stop being bored/ complaining about silly things

..now that ive somewhat listed down the stuff i need to get down.there are only two things ..that is important, which is studying and gettin an AAB result! so .. i hereby declare, that i am going to start doing what needs to be done starting from tonight .. no excuses, no distractions . .and if it means no sleep then no sleep! 

im off to hit the books!

Pata Pon FEVER!!

I am officially addicted to PataPon! They are so cute and its fuun! =D 

Pata pon

 pata pon 

pata pata pata pon !!

*hyperventilate*

*repeat whats on for a title* Ive always loved reading Sophie Kinsella's the Shopaholic Series, and now that its movie is out, i cant wait to watch it! Wheeeeeeee!! Here's the trailer for you to enjoy :) 

 

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Almost three and half months left for me to finish off my Alevels. Honestly, i cant wait for it to be over.Even if it means eating, sleeping and breathing books till then. Then again, i wondered how it would be like when im done with it. No more going to school everyday. No  more cutting classes. No more sneaking out of school and going on wild little walks with my girlies. But .. either i get a job or something or i stay at home bored and hence .. more ranting posts. Hehe. I shall miss the fun part of school very much once its over, but not gettin lectures from my teachers or being sent to the supervisor because i didnt go to class! -_- that i shall not miss. Neither the stupid know it all supervisors who thinks they are all that. *eye roll* 

I shall now end this post, before i rant on more about the unit test i have tomorrow for which i do not feel like studying. 

Tumbly Mumbly Jumbly

Ive got a couple more days for my parents to come back home. till then im home alone. Was thinking of having a super duper girly day today .. until one of my girlies had to go somewhere else! =| aw shuckss! .. now im stuck at home. *sigh* so much for a fun time. But i did go shopping with them the other day and had an aweomse time. Yes, i am a shopaholic. .its so tempting!! =\ haha! Anyways, this is just one of those random bored posts. Im simultaneously looking up yummy recipes, drooling over them and writing this post oh yes, and listening to the music of my tummy's grumblings. gosh! i sound like a erm .. i cant even think of a word to describe it. oh and i also had this veryy interesting conversation about being normal with this friend of mine. Will post about it when im in a better more hyperish mood.That reminds me, i want to make brownies today.Yummyy!! okk .. enough writing now, im off to cook and here's a nice song for you to enjoy :) 

post laters ~

Im feeling lakadaisical .. =| 

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Fighting a loosing battle with fate
Trying to be patient .. through it all
Fighting temptations
Realizing the truth
It hurts, but its better than believing in a lie
A lost hope ..
A candle that wont glow ..
False promises ..
Drowning in a sea of guilt
Fighting back tears and screams
Hoping and praying for this pass to by
Knowing it never will ..

Ook, so i was bored and musing over stuff, and doodling and this is what i ended up with. Thought id post it on my blog. :)

Living in a world of ecstasy
Feeling the prick of reality
Knowing that these dreams wont come true
For whats broken, cant be fixed back the way it was
Looking for the rainbow at the end
Swimming in a pool of hidden memories
Wondering if it all was a dream
Trying to accept the unacceptable
Fitting back into the harsh cold routine
Pushing back the thoughts
Until the time is once again right .. ~

ConFuzzLed ~

A million things racing through my mind
Not knowing the way to go
Everything coming back all together at once
Old memories sparking into life..
Another storm to look forward to
Wondering how it is going to turn out this time

Broken Strings ~

When something which was everything to you then, pops back into the present, why do you get this weird feeling. Is it a feeling of hope?..resentment?..or the spark of old feelings coming back to life? or is it a pang of jealousy to see it and feel it but not being able to have it? All that when you know you have something better than that in your hands, have you still not accepted the fact that you cant play with broken strings anymore? That you cant feel anything that your heart dont want to feel? ..Or is the feeling of hidden old memories coming back to life? You know how much it teared you up when you tried to hold on and and forgive to make it all okay, but it all kept coming back to you. Cant it simply be something which you look back on, smile and put away.. and hope and dream and laugh with what you have right now.

♥ ~

I love you ..
Hmm?
I love you (loudly)
Then why do you keep on hurting me?
'Cause ...







[note: this post is purely fictional]

Second Chances

Second chances. Do they exist ? How many people understand and value the benefit of a second chance? .. or do they just take it for granted, like some random little thing someone said to them..Sometimes, is the second chance really worth being given? Would they make the best use of it? .. how many of these second chances, do you need to give ? would the chances ever run out?

..how much would you tolerate for one person?

...complications!

this never seems to stop. is this how it should be or is this the way for me? i didn't do anything wrong this time, except follow my heart.if its so much of a crime .. then why does everyone keep saying "follow your heart and nothing goes wrong". i don't want to be dragged back into things i had nothing to do with.i am living my life, the way i want it.i have had enough of being used and manipulated and all that crap.for once in my life, i am happy with what i have got. i dont want anymore or anything else to spoil this for me. i am H.A.P.P.Y. i wont judge people by what they claim to have happened. because i have no proof to accuse anyone of a liar. if they lie, they'l get it back. what goes around comes around. dont drag me into shitholes i have nothing to do with. let me be as i am.if i get hurt, i will pick myself up and keep walking without looking back. i wont ask someone to help me through.never did i once ask to help me with anything.i dont intend to either. what goes on in my life goes on, no one else has a right to deprive me of what makes me happy. if it doesnt harm me. so .. let me be! and there is no need for anyone to make up any stories and spread it. thank you.

...i just hope its all worth this

*sigh* ..
i dont really feel like blogging but im here procrastinating ..AGAIN! exams .. in a couple of weeks and i FREAK OUT everytime i think of it, so im going to make a list .. Yes, i know such desperateness!
1. i love StoogleePooo
2. Exams freak me out
3. i want to live in a falhu rah for a week!
4. i hate the sound of silly dramatic crappy dhivehi songs
5. seagull rocks!
6. my birthday is coming soon .. but im not so excited.
7. some people are pathetic jerks.
8. taaaaaaaaan ... *dream*
9. im going to miss my little brother even if annoys the hell outta me
10. i need sleep sleep sleeeep!!

HaPpY NeW yEaR !!