Back and Tanned!

I'm baack .. and tanned! =D it was an awesome trip ..though i thought it would be boring. Went snorkeling too and canoeing. Wish it could've been a longer trip ..but then again everyone had stuff to do back home so it wasnt possible. Maybe next June though when my little brother is back again and im done with my alevels..gotta go hit the books! *EEKS*
Post laters ~

YIPPEEEE!!

I can barely sit still .. couldnt sleep well last night either. Gosh!! *faint* . . i am so excited! but ..since its me, there's always some little bug spoiling my plans as usual!! -.- This time i was the 'dhathuru' which we were supposed to go on LAST WEEK! But no, mum said its today!!! =| Tsk tsk! but then again, i dont mind so very much,since i shall be back tomorrow!! I am waiting for my icy cold apple juice to warm up a bit so i can go have my breakfast and do a little 'thing'! =D

*screaaaaaaaaaaams with happinesss and disappears*

CHAANGE!

*HUGE GRIN*
I got bored of the old template .. so ..ta-daaa! New template !!
What do you think of this? =]

stoopidity ~

Half an hour ago i was doing math .. and out of the blue, i got this bizarre idea to decorate my room.I keep putting it off all the time thinking that i would leave anyway in like 8 months or so and when i come back, i prolly wouldnt want to see my old decorations.Bleh! Anyways, i sat here to check up on some stuff and ended up checking facebook,because i got a notification that someone had wrote on my wall .. then i saw some pictures uploaded by someone and was looking through them and then moved on to youtube now onto blogging. *sigh* its like this all the time now. i am not on one track, i keep jumping from one lane to another. Worse, exams are just right around the corner.. yet i dont feel like studying.MATH!! bleh! whyy ever did you have to come up with so many formulas plato! or whoever it was who came up with that. [note to self:read up on plato,socrates and epicurus] i miss having these inspiring/motivating conversations with this friend of mine. also dont ever listen to portished and muse too much.It makes you so depressed! ... another note to self is to have more patience! but ...EURRGHH!! *scream* this self exile thing is KILLING MEE!! but then again its sorta an 'obligation' if i want a bit of FREEEDOM for the next two weeks. I tell you something, having overprotective parents sucks sometimes!! -.- not to mention the fact of how they get so obsessed on one thing ..they wont stop talking about it. On top of it i have to deal with so much drama. Then again, as i said in my previous post, 'i am the cause and solution to all the drama'. So much for the dhathuru my mum planned and almost went! I should've known not to get my hopes up on any fun time with my parents who are both workaholics. Who also complain about me not being around when they are at home. HELL-O! i go out once in a blue moon and that is when they decide to stay at home. *eye roll* I also went on this photographic frenzy and took loadsa pictures, which i will upload soon.Enough ranting for one day ..though i can go on ranting and ranting as i am reallyy frustrated right now! Im off to listen to happy songs ! YIPPEE! (not)

why ??

Why do we continue to love people who have hurt us .. ? Is it because you are stupid and only care about the other person's feelings?

or

Is it because you believe that people can make mistakes and sometimes repeatedly and that they'l need time to change..and no matter what happens they will be there for you at your time of need?

or

Is it because you dont think wrong of anyone else's actions no matter how unreasonable their actions are.

Too Much Drama !!!

Too much drama!!Sometimes i wonder why.. i cant remember any time of my life in the past couple of years when i didnt have this much drama. Tsk tsk .. so therefore i conclude that .. "Little FlutterBy is the cause and solution of all the problems in her life." On top of it .. my rage and hatred for "superheroes" continues to build. What is wrong with them?! holding onto MYY belongings and claiming them as their own! Pfffft! get your own !! >=| enough ranting for one night, im off to play more sims2. My new addiction besides coffee ~

Promises

Promises .. a very simple word and simple word to say,but how many people value it? How many people know how much promises mean and how bad it is to break them. We trust the people who makes the promise to stick to it, but do they think twice before breaking them. Most of the time they dont care when they do thinking that they wont loose a thing not really remembering that they would if we look at it from a religious point of view, but lets not go there.How many people would value the people to whom they are making the promises to? Would they think twice about how they would feel when they break the promise? ... what if it wasnt a little a promise and what if it was something big ... something like promising never to lie to them? wont they feel betrayed .. hurt .. disappointed .. angry .. ? the worse thing is breaking the promise and lying about it. Do people really think twice before they do such a thing? Why do they make it seem so simple .. as if its nothing? Another thing is repeating it over and over again .. knowing that they trust you. But this trust doesn't last forever .. wont it become hard for them to trust you no matter how much they want to? No one would want to go through the disappointment time and time again .. everyone looks for happiness in life though its a bit harder for some. When you finally realize how much the other person sacrificed for you .. it will be too late. Too late to get it back .. but even then, would you try to get one last chance?

ur forgiven .. <3