Almost three and half months left for me to finish off my Alevels. Honestly, i cant wait for it to be over.Even if it means eating, sleeping and breathing books till then. Then again, i wondered how it would be like when im done with it. No more going to school everyday. No  more cutting classes. No more sneaking out of school and going on wild little walks with my girlies. But .. either i get a job or something or i stay at home bored and hence .. more ranting posts. Hehe. I shall miss the fun part of school very much once its over, but not gettin lectures from my teachers or being sent to the supervisor because i didnt go to class! -_- that i shall not miss. Neither the stupid know it all supervisors who thinks they are all that. *eye roll* 

I shall now end this post, before i rant on more about the unit test i have tomorrow for which i do not feel like studying. 

Tumbly Mumbly Jumbly

Ive got a couple more days for my parents to come back home. till then im home alone. Was thinking of having a super duper girly day today .. until one of my girlies had to go somewhere else! =| aw shuckss! .. now im stuck at home. *sigh* so much for a fun time. But i did go shopping with them the other day and had an aweomse time. Yes, i am a shopaholic. .its so tempting!! =\ haha! Anyways, this is just one of those random bored posts. Im simultaneously looking up yummy recipes, drooling over them and writing this post oh yes, and listening to the music of my tummy's grumblings. gosh! i sound like a erm .. i cant even think of a word to describe it. oh and i also had this veryy interesting conversation about being normal with this friend of mine. Will post about it when im in a better more hyperish mood.That reminds me, i want to make brownies today.Yummyy!! okk .. enough writing now, im off to cook and here's a nice song for you to enjoy :) 

post laters ~

Im feeling lakadaisical .. =| 

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Fighting a loosing battle with fate
Trying to be patient .. through it all
Fighting temptations
Realizing the truth
It hurts, but its better than believing in a lie
A lost hope ..
A candle that wont glow ..
False promises ..
Drowning in a sea of guilt
Fighting back tears and screams
Hoping and praying for this pass to by
Knowing it never will ..

Ook, so i was bored and musing over stuff, and doodling and this is what i ended up with. Thought id post it on my blog. :)

Living in a world of ecstasy
Feeling the prick of reality
Knowing that these dreams wont come true
For whats broken, cant be fixed back the way it was
Looking for the rainbow at the end
Swimming in a pool of hidden memories
Wondering if it all was a dream
Trying to accept the unacceptable
Fitting back into the harsh cold routine
Pushing back the thoughts
Until the time is once again right .. ~