Broken Strings ~

When something which was everything to you then, pops back into the present, why do you get this weird feeling. Is it a feeling of hope?..resentment?..or the spark of old feelings coming back to life? or is it a pang of jealousy to see it and feel it but not being able to have it? All that when you know you have something better than that in your hands, have you still not accepted the fact that you cant play with broken strings anymore? That you cant feel anything that your heart dont want to feel? ..Or is the feeling of hidden old memories coming back to life? You know how much it teared you up when you tried to hold on and and forgive to make it all okay, but it all kept coming back to you. Cant it simply be something which you look back on, smile and put away.. and hope and dream and laugh with what you have right now.