sCrEAm !!!

need.to.let.it.out.
why do somethings still linger on .. even if we think it is a phase which we have passed.
how do we let it go..
would it ever go away or would it come back to haunt us from time to time
why do we still care even when we know that its not worth thinking about


*sighs*

Je te déteste plus que jamais

... sigh

Here i am once again at the computer .. bored outta my mind.its not like i dont have anything to do.i do .. but i just don't feel like going and doing them.was browsing through facebook, saw a tagged picture of my lil brother.. it made me remember how long it has been since i saw him.which is a coupla months back .. he can be an annoying brat sometimes, but i miss him =( he does such cute little things sometimes .. :) *sigh* .. i dread going to the *word censored due to reasons* meeting tonight.dont really feel like dealing with stupid people who think they are all that! *eye roll* ok enough ranting ..



i listened to this song 'miss independant by ne-yo' because .. i was talking to someone about it.now i cant stop listening to it.so here it is .. listen to it.its nice! :) [oh yea and pause the other music player before u start to play this one!]

i know ive been posting my random little thoughts lately, but i promise.. il post something better soon! :)

ps.some people can be such jerks! >.<

p.o.i.s.o.n.

p.o.i.s.o.n.
.. how they seem so harmless .. you're not scared of them .. you welcome it with a smile .. before you know it they have seeped in .. way deeper than you thought it could get .. thats when they strike you ..

Bleh!

There are so many things buzzing about in my mind right now . So many unanswered questions .. so much confusion. A couple of years ago, i would've died to be where i am right now .. once i got here and found out how much simpler it was before i wish i could go back, but then again its not possible. So you have to stay where you are and try to make the best of it.Ive been a pretty much optimistic person always .. but optimism doesn't always help. I'm talking nonsense here .. =Z then again that is the purpose of this blog. To pour out my feelings so like it or not here it goes. Im going to list the 10 things thats on my mind right now ..
1. i hate you .. ego-obsessed *beep*
2. i wish the stupid alevels would be over soon ..
3. if only math never existed!!
4. fun-nesss *dreams*
5. facebook is becoming boring now .. the same old stuff.actually its hasnt been so much fun for sometime now.
6.why cant things turn out the way you want it to .. :s
7.who invented the word 'bored' .. sometimes i think its just a state of mind. :S
8. this song so what by pink is stuck in my head ..
9.wonder if i can get mum to make me lasagne tonight ..
10. i dont care if you think im weird .. or if my thoughts are weird. im proud of who i am so dont bother telling me that you think im wierd.

New Beginings

I dont usually intend to blog about political stuff ..but here it goes ..

Ahh..the thirty year regime is finally over today.I feel a bit sorry for Maumoon though, but then again its about time that its over! THIRTY YEARS! .. tsk tsk! I dont personally like Anni .. or as we should call now, Mohamed Nasheed but then again he would probably do a better job than what Maumoon has been doing for the past coupla years! =) This sure has made a mark in Maldivian History! Who would've ever imagined that a political activist would end up being the president of a country!*sigh* I cant help being happyyy!! teehee. Lets see what happens..i have a good feeling about being in Aneh Dhivehi Raajje'! =D

Hate

I was sitting in the library one day, because i was late to school .. so i didnt bother to go to class knowing that my teacher would probably kick me out of class for being three minuetes late! -.-
anyways thats not what i was going to blog about. so yeah, i was sitting there ..staring at a newsweek article dont quite remember what it was about. I was thinking about the things i hate .. from which i gradually moved onto people i dont like .. and wondered if there were people i hate. Hate as in really really dont like ..cant bear to look at them kind of hate, and i thought .. as the days just continue to pass .. the list of people you dont like seems to get longer and longer and the list of people who you like seems to become shorter. i found this a bit weird considering that this should probably be the other way round! Then i was thinking about the reasons i dont like those people in the people-i-dont-like-list, and thought that mostly the reason is because they go around *beep*-ing about me and silly stuff like that .. but should that be a reason to not like them? :s

... my thoughts go disrupted with the sound of a group of giggly girls coming and sitting at the next table. *sigh*

My life as a movie

Okay, so i was bored and listening to music and chatting from msn with a classmate.He asked me what it would be like if my life was a computer system.I didnt quite like the idea, as life in a computer system wont have any drama and everything would be black and white.Then he asks me how life would be as a musical..and VOILA! i thought of this.

So .. what i did was, set iTunes in shuffle mode ..kept on playing songs and wrote down the first song as the opening credits and the next as waking and up ..and so on!
So here it is ;

Opening Credits: Colbie Caillat - Bubbly
Waking Up: Panic at the disco - I write sins not tragedies
First Day At School: Jet - Are you going to be my girl
Falling In Love: Lifehouse - Everything
Fight Song: Coldplay - The Scientist
Breaking Up: Pink Floyd - Comfortably numb
Prom: Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight
Life's Okay: McFly - Star Girl
Mental Breakdown: Switchfoot - Meant to live
Driving: Kate Perry - Hot n Cold
Flashback: Paolo Nutini - White lies
Getting Back Together: Jordin Sparks - Tattoo
Wedding: Colbie Caillat - Oxygen
Birth Of Child: Leona Lewis - Footprints in the sand
Final Battle: Three days Grace - I hate everything about you
Death Scene: Lenny Kravitz - Aint no sunshine
Funeral Song: Karmina - The kiss
End Credits: Guns ' n Roses - November rain